#and i lvoe you guys like ahhhh

[dollivication]

OH THINKING OF FRECKLES IN WHAT I JUST SENT- I read a suuuuper nastay fanfic once, not part of any fandom just am original work on AO3, and the master of the protagonist (who was a slave but like a willing one) admired the freckles on the protags face and he would say "your freckles are like stars on your pretty skin. One of these days, i'm going to use my cum to connect those freckles and make them look like constellations, doesn't that sound lovely, pet?" AND I- FOR FRECKLED PEOPE- AHHHH (✿ ♥‿♥) Laik any of the DMC boys doing that, just drooooool..... HAWT! I dreamed about Vergil doing it to Lily once and woke up like WHOO BOY because yesss, paint your pretty daaughter's face like thaaat.... Dante wouldn't really care to, I feel, as long as he just got to be nastayyy and cum all over his love's face. Nero might try, but it would need to be prompted, maybe? Like listen, I think that man is a Switch, right? Hot as a dom, absolutely adorable as a sub. In my scenarios in my head, it goes either way. Lily likes making her big bro feel good and likes him making HER feel good. So she would have to ask if she REEEALLY wanted him too. Maybe all 3 of them doing it at once? GET READY TO BE BLINDED, WHAT A STICKY MESS WUAHHH (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ Just an idea heeheehe ILYSM, Dolly! yur absolutely amaaaaazing and lovely to talk to and discuss these nastay ideas and scenarios with (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ

THE QUOTE MADE MY JAW DROP I ACTUALY GIGGLED ALOID… nell i literawy FW YOU SO HARD I LAUV TALKING ABOUT THESE ICKY THOUGHTS W YEW 2!!!!!! I LVOE YU!! ૮꒰ ˶> ༝ <˶꒱ა

YOURE SO RIGHT ABOUT THEM ALL!!! the only mildly sane wan would be nero.. but if you’ve laik,, provoked him beforehand it’s definitely gonna be a mess all over your face!!

LISTEN LISTEN TAKE A LOOKSY … i dew think all of the guys have a LOT of cum to spare,, but it all comes out differently do you get what i mean……

laik i think dante’s cum would be thick strands.. would taste salty considering his shit diet LMFAO but it’s literally something you’d see in a fake porn video!! there’s just so much it’s actually a little concerning??

vergil’s cum is laik… only a bit less thicker than dante’s, but there’s an equal stickiness and amount methinks!! there’s either a chance that it tastes bitter or actually pretty good,, because something tells me he actually takes care of his diet yet also neglects it…. ITS HARD TO PINPOINT 💔

nero’s cum comes out in fairly thin strands, kinda watery but not too much. laik… milky, i guess you could call it!!! probably tastes the best out of the three of them LMAO he’s actually aware that what he eats impacts his system so he tries to be as healthy as possible!!

that being said,, getting a facial from all of them would be a burst of ,,,flavor LHELPELD and it’d just be very messy overall i agree… make sure to close your eyes because their cum WILL get everywhere (◞‸◟)

[hysterotic]

AHHHH I LVOE YOUR NEW SERIES YOU'RE SUCH AWESONW WRITER SKFKELDK

(Please encose your wiring skills onto me PLEASEEE IM ON MY KNEES RN)

Like the way you portrayed baji make me want to isekai myself in there and jump into his big strong arms and give him kithessm Hes sooo yummy, AND IM SO GLAD HES A MAJOR CHARACTER in this fsnfic bc inhste it when fanfics deadas list him but he's only mentioned or not even on there. I NEED baji. NEED him Carnally)

(And please not Emma be the best friend char that's trying to set you up with the main guy like in those early 2000xs fsnfics you see on ff.net. like I love how causally their friendship bc they'll curses each other out but will also do anything for each other. Please im BEGGING you not to kill her off shes too sexy and cunty to due please ill sell my soul)

In short i want to kiss you loads of kisses and are manifesting everything for u to go right!

:)))

AW THANK YOUU NONNIE UR SO SWEET <333 emma is neeevverrr getting killed off she’s like the sarah michelle gellar in MY horror fics. & same goes for uu! smooches

[sunmoonjune]

opening up notes bc i already know this is gonna be another chapter that serves and i need to keyboard smash all my feels

can i just start off by saying yun tapping bug's language or yun holding bug's hand or anything related to his hands has me reeling bc ive recently developed such a huge thing for them it's embarrassing aslfkdgsajg like they're so pretty it's illegal also apparently his hands are 21cm ??? like ??? my hands are probably the size of his palm someone hold me pls

im melting bug used to be so alert during her sleep she would subconsciously be waiting in fear of danger and she would rarely ever leave her good eye covered bUT NOw she's subconsciously reaching for physical contact and comfort from the boys AND THEN YOU'RE TELLING ME SHE'S ALSO COMPLETELY TRUSTING JONGHO TO PROTECT HER WHILE SHES ASLEEP OGM MY HERART

intermission to tell you just how much i love each and every single interaction that you put into each chapter bc they are such simple moments and actions that could easily be skipped over when thinking about the grand scheme of the plot but you always manage to highlight their significance in bug's journey of healing. ltm is the epitome of it's the little things in life ❤️

seeing bug curled on the floor next to san's bed was so cute but also so bittersweet. i think ateez need a new cavern where the whole floor is just bed so they can all be close and have cute puppy piles. also PLEASE HAHA not bug going 🥵🥵 seeing hongjoong's forearm muscles 💪💪 honestly though,,, same

my lack of vocab cannot express the amount of feels i got from bug finally giving captain his name symbol bc it's not even just 'hongjoong' but 'MY hongjoong' and it encompasses so many meanings like home and their heartbeats brb im ugly crying

Briefly, there’s a startling realization that they don’t change for you either. -> 👏WE👏LOVE👏CHARACTER👏DEVELOPMENT👏AND👏SELF👏LOVE 👏 i love the parallels revealed between hongjoong's and bug's past because hopefully bug can start to realise that she is also capable of displaying the scar on her face without worrying and finding love in this little family just like hongjoong has

woosan peering over the edge of the bed to look at bug and hongjoong only serves to reiterate my point that they need a nine-person mattress stat. and the way they giggled together like kids i swear they're the cutest

also my tag doesn't work idk why but it's okay bc i check your posts more religiously than i wake up for work so jks on tumblr 😎

AHHHH I LVOE YOU SO MUCH <333

the way my heart goes !!#!$!$! whenever I get a long ask after a new chapter is posted xD I love them SO MUCH <33

ok but yunho's hands are SO pretty,, I definitely have liked more than one TikTok of his hands so you're not alone xD

bug trusting jongho to guard her in her sleep <333 she really was sleeping for quite a bit of this chapter xD but that's okay, she needed it :'))

intermission to tell you that I love you SO MUCH <33 I'm so glad you guys don't mind the slow pacing with these little interactions! they might be considered filler in some stories but the slow progression is really important to me in this story :"D

also ateez should definitely just make a cave with just mattresses on the floor for one big bed xD they def need the cuddling space :}}

(and SAME bug, I too am weak for joong's forearm muscles xD)

MY hongjoong <333 crying screaming throwing up they love each other SO MUCH,, and joong's name symbol does indeed have the word for 'home' in it :") I was wondering if anyone would pick that up hehe >:D

also bug 🤝 hongjoong 🤝 zuko 🤝 having shitty father figures HAHA,, but yes bug's growing so much :")) finally beginning to realize that she is not her past and she can grow into her own person with ateez <3

woosan giggling like teenagers with crushes made me so happy I swear xD yeosang was done with their shit and just wanted to sleep HAHA

also I'm not quite sure why your tag doesn't show up :(( I've been poking around on tumblr but sometimes blog's just don't pop up when I try to tag them D: I hope I can get it sorted out tho! I'm glad that you were able to find the new chapter without it tho <3

[bittybattybunny]

Adding to the "Love on Bunny" hours, your art and storytelling skills are amazing! And seeing you post your OC's and AU's so bravely is helping me learn to be proud of mine. You're an awesome artist, and the ahit fandom is lucky to have you. Thank you for blessing us with such beautiful content and letting us meet Eclipse, Bunny, and Steve! 🥰🥰🥰

omgosh I'm like literally crying this is such a sweet little message like ahhh

IDK if I’d call it “brave” so much as “I’ve spent years shaming myself for my interests and I’m sick of living like that” It’s my life and I want to create and share things I created. that’s my goal in life plain and simple.

It makes me so happy to know I’m able to kinda inspire others and stuff like I don’t think mega highly of myself, I shit talk myself a lot, but at the end of the day I’m having fun and seeing others have fun just

i’m a happy bun

ALSO THE FACT PEOPLE LIKE MY IDIOTS MAKES ME SO HAPPY LIKE I cannot wait till i finish these projects to start showing you guys some of my other stuff! (i’m really excited to work on my long haul project Nightmare’s dream now that I finally know where I’m going with it)

[foryouthegays]

hey guys! my techno special interest is back in Not Letting Ris Sleep In Favor Of Two Year Old Technoblade Videos mode, so lets talk abt the things i find funny or things i like that techno does durin bedwars nd skywars

*calmly talking* [something bad happens] *ahHHH* [continues talking like nothing happened]

*only 9 final kills? bad*

gives advice to other teams while fighting them (*you see, to pvp, you have to left click your mouse when looking at your opponent* *next time try not falling off the map, maybe you could win then*)

judgin people based off of their usernames & the letters/numbers in them

*first try part two* or *that didnt happen* or *mooovin on*

*anyhow*

how he can just calmly talk while bridgin and stuff 

how he randomly forgets words *they got a,,,,a pretty thick defense*

how quiet he gets when concentratin

how loud he gets when surprised 

the laugh he does when he kill steals

him having fun with fireballs is just,,,,,,so good i lvoe it

how he knows the timin for tnt and can use it to jump (and fireballs but that goes w the previous point)

[when killing several people] *halloooooo! :D*

how quickly he reads the name list (srsly watch his vids he opens it for like a second and knows whos left its lowkey impressive) 

how he actually takes off the g in ing words like ik it seems like an exaggeration when people type it but he literally does and im love he for it

 and even tho he does that he still speaks so clearly but randomly inserts meme-y words and its just complete whiplash

“the dream!! the dream is alive!!”

his voice when he smile,,,,he

how quickly he gets items nd stuff and the noise,,,,ding ding ding am love

ALSO how he just gets new texture packs each vid its so funny to me

u knwo when hes stressed and does the nonononononon but it sounds like nolononlonlnonlnonlo? love he

and that hhhmmmmmmmmmmm frustrated?

and his loud NOOOOOOOOOO when something goes wrong

how fast he can chnage his voice from sad or bored to :D or stressed its impressive

how he just randomly says rlly good lines in the middle of a match and then moves on like its nothing 

every one of his endscreen outros are amazing

i havent seen anyone talk abt how in one (1) video description he says (alliteration) after typin the sentence “appreciate amy's amazing avatar” and i love it bc i also say alliteration!!!! when i alliterate things unknowingly (the vid is “technoblade the responsible pet owner” btw :D)

his excited gasp

every other second he talks about knockback

“why is minecraft like this”

“free coins! :D!!”

“only death. subscribe to technoblade”

“no video games for you >:)”

“annnd he fell off the map”

the laugh three minutes into “technoblade the responsible pet owner”. thats it thats the line. i just love it so much

“watch this guy be the number 1 skywars player.....andddd he fell of the map/ never mind he cant aim”

HAAAAAAXXXXXXXXX

“no these chests belong to me”

“i do not have pants. just another day on the technoblade channel!!”

“would you like to die? line up to die!!”

*casually has 8 kills and doesnt know how*

“give me all ur gear thank u v much :D”

“you dont have pants why are u rushing people???” [also doesnt have pants]

the voice he does when imitatin viewers like that high pitched scratchy voice ;alskdfj

 u know when his voice is kinda sick? like sir pls rest but also hghhgh good voice

p much every time he kills someone he says thank u. we stan a respectful and polite king

the fact that he gets to the topic like 5 mins into the vid like the soap vid he starts by talkin bout lasagna, then emails, and THEN is like oh yeah college is chill because i have a SOAP BOX and in the techno responsible pet owner vid he starts talkin bout pets 8 mins into the vid. EIGHT MINS its all clickbait but i do not care

him love floof am love

u know when he starts talkin bout things in his room and u can hear him go away from the mic to look around? ye ah

he talks so fast

the first time i watched his skywars/bedwars vids i thought he was doin a voiceover and when he responded to the in game stuff i was like uR DOING THIS L I VE??? ?  

guys i just love he so much

[jagaimochi]

FIC PREFERENCES:

Rules: Copy/paste and bold your fic preferences.

Tagged by @wanyinchen - I’M SO HAPPY TO BE TAGGED BY THE PERSON WITH THE BEST TAGS. The Best. Your answers also made me laugh because, unsurprisingly, I agreed with a lot of them *snicker*

Slow burn or love at first sight: Tiiiiny preference for slow burn. I also like love at first sight (especially the sort of love at first sight that leads to pining...years and years of pining), but when I think about it, it’s the love at first sight that leads to the slow burn that really gets me so I gotta go with the BURN. 

Fake dating or secret dating: I read a lot of fake dating but my brain is always making up stories (that I inevitably never write down) with secret dating, so it’s a toss up for me! I completely agree with wanyinchen though - MUST HAVE A HAPPY ENDING. Must. 

Enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers: For Xicheng, I literally cannot imagine enemies to lovers unless it’s a crack or a gangster AU...buuuuut, I would still totally read and love either one of those settings haha. 

Oh no there’s only one bed or long-distance correspondence: YAAAS, those fics with the long ass correspondence - I mean, I frequently think about the letters Xicheng would exchange. There’s something so beautiful about letters (and longing hnnngh). But I agree that both one-bed and long-dist are goooooood.

Hurt/comfort or amnesia: Yeah again I completely agree with wanyinchen on this. Mmmmmmm hurt/comfort and most of all: THE HAPPY ENDING.

Fantasy AU or modern AU: I like both!! It’s just that I don’t know that much about the fantasy genre (does xianxia count as fantasy already? I hope I haven’t offended anyone by asking that...). Recently, all my imaginings have been modern CEO AU soooooo, I have to go with that one for now ^^;

Mutual pining or domestic bliss: To quote wanyinchen: “BESH, I wanT THAT MUTUAL PININGG!! ITS MY FOOD. aMBROSIA iF YOu WILL” FEED MY SOUL WITH THAT MUTUAL PINING HHNNNGGGH

Smut or fluff: I love both… but yes, fluff is the elixir of life.

Canon-compliant/missing scenes or fix-it: JC/LXC both need a break after their canon stories <3 ;-;

Alternate universe or future fic: THIS FANDOM BE BLESSED WITH AMAZING AUs!!!

One-shot or multichapter: SAME with wanyinchen!! This fandom’s multichapters are really something else (shout out to UOSB), though the one-shots are also amazing and actually allow me to get some sleep instead of binging that 100k fic, which is a bonus for y’know, carrying on with ‘real’ life (sob).

Kid fic or road trip fic: Yes yes yes

Reincarnation or character death: I actually can barely handle reincarnation or character death - my soul is a shrivelled being that canNOT take any pain without a good dose of fluff or at the very minimum a happy ending. Reincarnation provides just the minimum amount of soothing balm for me - but I still spend ages thinking about how that character died in their past life...I am so fragile lol.

Arranged marriage or accidental marriage: ahahahaha both both both but yes happy ending puh-lease! 

High school romance or middle aged romance: I LVOE BOTH buuuut slightly more middle aged romance because dude I am getting there~ (also JC is the ultimate uncle and middle age SUITS him)

Time travel or isolated together: AGAIN, AS ABOVE, I WOULD READ BOTH (and everything in between because I am a major consumer)!! I think it’s important for the characters to spend time together and get to know each other and the potential for soft moments and awkwardness is just my jam <:3

Neighbors or roommates: Hahahahaha, so much potential.

Sci fi AU or magic AU: Ahhhh both really! ALL AUs!!

Body swap or gender-bend: Oooo, actually probably neither of these are my go-to, but if I had to choose it’d be body swap.

Angst or crack: BOTH! 100% BOTH! I love angst (and again, happy ending is a must) but crack taken seriously is also so freeing and makes my heart feel all light and funky. When a fic has both angst and crack, I mean...that is the holy grail (see: Talent Hunt Crew Finds Angry Guy) 

Apocalyptic or mundane: give me all the coffee shop AUs.

I DON’T KNOW WHO TO TAG but if you’re seeing this and you’d like to do it, please do!! This was so much fun and it made me realise I could write a whole fic rec post with my favourite Xicheng fics.... ahh. Speaking of which, @wanyinchen I think about your kid!JC and kid!LWJ AU a lot hahahahaha. Thanks again for tagging me!! I’m not good at making friends on here so thank you thank you :D:D 

[fullmetal-the-last-alchemist]

mtmte issue #39: starring...evil decepticon..dinosaur..?

eugh GOD the djd. i really gotta spend the whole issue with these fuckos huh

ahhhh hha aha... thats his brain..his brain, in his mouth there....

lj tells me in the original version of this panel, helex took the brain out of the guy’s mouth with..his own mouth! wow! okay! alright! ok!

and then collectively jro and his ‘Let’s Make Ruth Cry’ squad decided that was Too Much, which, yeah, i can see how they came to that conclusion

emo mask Bitch

haha, oh damn, they don’t Know yet, do they? they don’t Fucking Know. wow.

ohhhmy god tiny new robot. shes so cute. im dying i lvoe her SO much already

she has WHEEL FEET??? ohh my god. my heart. it is tender

im gonna die shes bossing around these big bad djd sadists who are like 10x her size...i LOVE HER

HER NAME IS NICKEL.........

“you think we have a health and safety policy because it’s fun?” djgskKJHSKDHGS THEY’RE PROFESSIONAL MURDERING SADISTS

oooohhh brainstorm DID contact them, then....interesting

wait - this? is the other universe?

????????

ok no it’s just the other LOST LIGHT....that makes sense. not really but whatever, just gotta do like riptide and roll with the punches

“megatron’s defected!” tarn: lol excuse me :) what

ooof tarn on messatine..taking off the mask....the way the snow goes over the text is super cool

gotta do drugs now

tarn: guess i’ll die

oohh that’s skids?? that’s skids....cool......or like not cool probably

lj had to tell me i guessed like 5 other people first. i love skids like so much but hes got. a face that is what i would call distinctly not distinct

“deathsaurus”.....................................

‘thought you’d be wearing an autobot mask’ djkgshdgh DANG

sorry tarn but that was. the most obvious trap ever. “here hold this suspicious box and stand Specifically there”. like are u fuckin stupid

tarn’s voice killing thing. is so cool ngl

thank fuck megatron has those swirly things on his chest otherwise i’d literally never be able to recognize him for shit

ooohhh dang tarn can kill every other living thing in the universe but not his friends...dang

dang it was a test!!! that’s cool, i like that

oh geez tarn please don’t kill megatron or the lost light. again.

‘the dying of the light’ Don’t Like That!

[minhyukie]

your oral presentation abt joohyuk was soso cute!! can you give us your onion about the other _____hyuk ships as well !! :O

Ahhhh I Love your Voice

this would be too much to fit into a voice note anyway fjdskf and i think doing Every single mx pairing would be a bit too much for my tiny brain but!!  i’m gonna talk about each minhyuk pairing under the cut, im not sure if they’ll be as enjoyable as the joohyuk one (i feel like im probably best at talking about them since they’re my favorite) but i hope this is what u guys were looking for :D

showhyuk – i feel like their dynamic is v beneficial especially to shownu, bc minhyuk literally thinks sooo so greatly of shownu like u can tell how much he admires him!! he’s always praising shownus looks and strengths in variety and his actions reflect it as well – during the vlive they did abt law of the jungle, minhyuk literally only seemed to care about shownu monitoring him and shownu’s opinions on how he did because he respects shownu in variety so much, and although minhyuk was originally the member who mx seemed to want to point towards variety shownu ended up being that person instead and i think in shownu’s mind it still means a lot to be thought of that highly by minhyuk, who he views as being so good at speaking and variety.. they both just admire each other a lot in that respect and i think its v good for each of them. also – im partially taking this from what i saw a friend say once, but i think minhyuk helps relieve shownu sometimes from the responsibilities of being a leader… shownu is a great leader i’ve said and explained it so many times but also as they said in the one mxray episode it puts a lot on his shoulders and although he is able to handle it well, i think minhyuk really helps to relieve it because he also acts as their leader in so many ways!! and showhyuk really has a soft spot in my heart bc out of all the members, i feel like shownu really loves minhyuk the way he is the most.. when he said during no exit broadcast that he actually loves it when minhyuk talks a lot.. that’s a statement that i think is beyond what many of the other members feel.. i think the way shownu and minhyuk are actually quite opposite really draws shownu into minhyuk and it’s honestly surprising to me how much shownu just.. loves him? he loves being physically close with minhyuk.. and im no Expert on shownu pairings but i rly dont observe shownu behaving that way with the other members as compared to how he … i wish i could make a gifset compilation of it i think about it all the time but shownu is always reaching out to hold minhyuk’s hand… there are so many subtle moments and honestly it’s almost always shownu initiating it.. and obviously the sweet bed scene from right now with minhyuk cuddling up to him, and also at the end of the liev minhyuk did a similar thing.. and how he lets minhyuk quite literally crawl onto him both during the liev, and the moment at isac.. it’s not even shownu just “tolerating” it or anything but whenever he has these physical interactions with minhyuk i can really see how much he loves it?? it’s something v unique to the two of them and i dont think any of the other members react the same way to minhyuk and like i said it’s just. i really feel like shownu loves minhyuk So Much the way he is… i lvoe them…

wonhyuk – THEYRE SOOO CUTE AN D FUNNIE FJDKSLFDS 2017 was a blessing in the wonhyuk vlives it gave us and it rly opened my perspective to their relationship which i honestly think is so complex beyond what im going to say i feel like… it’s hard for me to discuss abt them bc i think a lot of what im abt to say is a lot more my opinion and speculation than me actually having any idea what’s going on!! their relationship really just goes from one extreme to the other bc one one hand they are soo wild like.. they really have no physical boundaries.. when i was coming up with moments to put in my possessive minhyuk gifset i just kept on coming up with more wonhyuk moments i really considered just making it a wonhyuk gifset at one point bc i couldn’t come up with anything else?? a lot of it is minhyuk to wonho but sometimes even the other way around.. but their relationship is also v intimate emotionally? and this is where i sort of trip up and im not sure about a lot of things.. the obvious place to point is the radio show where wonho talked about each of the members and shared about how important minhyuk was to him and how much he had been leaning on and relying on him as a source of comfort… but beyond that it gets a bit fuzzy? it’s very fascinating to watch the two of them and how they support each other, whether its minhyuk encouraging wonho to speak up or during a meet and greet where minhyuk was starting to fret about his role as MC in the background and you could see wonho comforting him and telling him he was doing well.. i think that maybe they’ve shared with each other a lot on these sorts of topics and insecurities, and i think they both share a bit in that aspect (at least at that point in time) about being afraid to say the wrong thing and the way they both search for peoples’ approval.. but then 2017 hit!! and now they’re really just TWO CHILDREN FJDKLSFDS THEYRE SO CUUUTE the way they bicker with each other and i think its almost like they can both be as completely immature as possible with each other while knowing it’s reciprocated? the fact that wonho can say “i wish minhyuk would disappear” without any fear of misunderstanding or annoyance.. the way minhyuk cutely kept saying he wanted wonho to see him as a friend.. their dynamic is really so fascinating to me even moreso recently… also sidenote but it’s cute how wonho doesn’t like eating alone and i know minhyuk didn’t join him for that one vlive (i genuinely believe he was busy) but if u think back to the vlives they did together this year it was always minhyuk joining wonho to eat… :-( i feel like minhyuk rly understands when wonho is a bit needy and is happy to be there for him… like i said it’s hard for me to coherently put thoughts together about the two of them, i feel like i don’t have as strong of a grasp on their dynamic, but i would love to see more :D

kihyuk – Best!! Fucking!! Friends!! like i know im saying this abt every pairing but i truly feel that these two understand each other on some next level, they could literally share a glance and know what the other one is thinking.. minhyuk could tell kihyun to go fuck himself and kihyun would just laugh his ass off with the brightest happiest eyes like… fdjklsfds the video i just recently reblogged where minhyuk was like “kihyun was so good at acting but i hate so much when he gets into the role i hate him” and kihyuns reaction?? FOR WHY. .. WAS HE SO HAPPY FKDSJLFDS… the most important kihyuk thing to me is really just how well they fundamentally understand each other… with regards to minhyuk understanding kihyun, its actually just funny to me because minhyuk just gets so offended when anyone else tries to say Anything about kihyun because He Wants To Be The One To Talk About His Best Friend.. mxray ep6… everytime that psychoanalyst opened his mouth about kihyun minhyuk immediately butted in he wanted everyone to know that He knew the most he knew it all already.. he felt so relieved whenever the psychoanalyst guy said things he already knew.. minhyuk loves putting his thoughts on kihyun out there jfdkslfds but the more soft and meaningful example would be their second year anniversary video – the way minhyuk explained kihyuns role on the team is genuinely the most heartfelt and well worded explanation i’ve heard… even though it’s rly hard for minhyuk to show it he Knows how much kihyun does and respects and cares for him so much, looks after him silently.. and it’s very much so returned, bc kihyun is the only member who i’ve seen accurately pin down (several times) that minhyuk’s weak point or the thing that he wishes minhyuk would fix is that he overthinks his own performance, he overthinks variety and worries too much in many aspects.. while this is something minhyuk himself is also aware of i’ve never seen the other members bother to mention it but kihyun has talked abt it on several occasions and how he wishes minhyuk could be happier by not worrying so much and i think that shows so much about how well they understand each other and their emotions. it’s fascinating to me how much they’ve changed, they used to be so soft and cute with each other, but it’s grown to the point where they struggle being outwardly nice to each other with cameras around and minhyuk especially is so embarrassed to be honest and nice around kihyun but it works amazingly well between the two of them because kihyun is able to take whatever minhyuk throws at him and either throw it right back or just absorb it and be able to laugh because he Knows minhyuk’s true intentions? i’ve never seen either of them genuinely hurt the other with their sharp words despite all they do is bicker… i lvoe them … :( and kihyun also really just. loves minhyuk? as he is? they literally hang out All THe Time and i’ve said it before as has aleena how.. kihyun keeps on ditching the other members invites to hang out? but minhyuk keeps “complaining” about how kihyun always wants to do things and wherever he goes kihyun is stuck next to him?? they just naturally gravitate towards each other and i cant believe they’re gonna be friends into their next lifetime and that they’re gonna grow up with even their kids being best friends. god im sure i have more to say about them but their friendship is really on another level :-(

hyunghyuk – to be quite honest, a pairing im hesitant to talk about these days, moreso bc it make me uncomfortable the way people talk about them oftentimes? i know that im not one to talk abt them much on my blog but honestly ask any of my friends and they’ll tell u i have the biggest hyunghyuk tunnel vision anymore, like.. im hyperfocused on their interactions.. as an overarching picture, i think their friendship is truly something amazing – they’ve been friends since they were 19, possibly the longest friendship within monsta x, and despite being so very different from each other in so many ways they are able to be so close with such an intimate understanding between the two of them to the point where on one of hyungwons bday messages to minhyuk he said something along the lines of there was nothing more for them to know about each other but that he hopes they continue getting closer and learning more and being good friends.. Strong family vibes :-( while their relationship certainly seems different now than it was a year or two ago, i think that their close bond definitely remains, and i think it’s obvious that they still have massive respect and emotional ties between the two of them… i miss their many close interactions but especially over the past months i feel like they’re returning very much so to the way they used to behave :D

joohyuk – my brain is starting to fry and i think the Joohyuk TED Talk explained most of my feelings pretty well so.. for anyone who didn’t listen here’s the link to that!

changhyuk – my namesake!! :D I LOVE THESE BOYS.. tbh i think i wrote quite a bit about them fairly recently so im not sure if there’s gonna be many new thoughts here but… over the past few months my feelings regarding them have been in a WHIRLWIND i love them so much!! i feel like they’re very similar in so many ways and as such when they’re together they can truly do the craziest things but also have a brotherly bond together? i think i feel similarly to them the way i do about wonhyuk, so, similar to wonhyuk this explanation may not be very coherent or cohesive because it’s hard for me to place everything together. i used to rly think that changhyuk were just like.. fuckin wild.. fuckin out there… because they really do some of the most absurd things fdslfds they really practiced twerking and spanking each other during oi and did it on live stage..  with embarrassed but proud smiles.. they grinded against each other Many times during the most recent ISAC literally acting like they were at a club like.. why in the fuck FJDKLSFDS?? but the more i think about them the less that’s my focus on their relationship, like that’s certainly part of it (a funny and yes enjoyable part) but its so much more than that they are Literally so much like brothers to me and everytime i think of it it honestly brings me to tears because minhyuk really has this fondness and brotherly affection for changkyun that he doesn’t for the other members, and it’s not only apparent through his actions but his words.. but it’s not so much in a way that he views him as a child or anything, but that he just completely respects and trusts changkyun with so much? and he wishes for the same in return from him.. i feel like a lot of people overlook the small details between them, such as minhyuk saying that he goes to changkyun when he’s worried about something or needs to get something off of his chest? that he finds changkyun to be a good listener? and that he loves to lay with changkyun whether it be on their couch or on his bed and listen to changkyun’s stories, everything just throws off such warm and loving vibes and imo it’s Extremely different from minhyuk’s feelings or behaviors towards the other members. the thing that most strongly impacted me and i really cant stop thinking about was from their picnic fanmeeting, there was a vcr where they talked about the members when they weren’t listening and minhyuk very beautifully talked about how it was very obvious to him what changkyun’s emotions were at any moment in time, but changkyun is the type to bottle it up and not want to bother any of the members but how minhyuk wishes he would open it up to them because it’s okay? and he even related it back to his own brother, and how the two of them are the same age, and the entire conversation really just made me realize how much minhyuk views changkyun like his own brother and i :-(( it literally makes me cry.. minhyuk isn’t so much the type to dote on other people, but he does it so much with jooheon but also changkyun and with changkyun it is so much more subtle and often overlooked and it’s a shame! and, one final thing, is that changkyun is SO supportive of minhyuk i feel like he understands a lot of minhyuk’s insecurities (possibly as said above bc i feel like minhyuk opens up to changkyun about these topics a lot?) and openly acts to try to make minhyuk feel more comfortable .. in particular, i’ve been noticing recently how supportive changkyun is about minhyuk’s english which i think could be a point of insecurity for him and seeing changkyun encouraging him to speak in english and helping him and telling him he’s doing well .. small things like that are really good for minhyuk to receive because i feel like since minhyuk tends to come off as a very loud and proud and confident person, it often goes over the members’ heads how much he lives for praise and reassurance as well

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This is a day late ‘cause I’ve been busy as all hell but a lair review for @putri ! Under the cut, of course

I always start with the first dragon in the lair and damn! Is this dude gorgeous! I love the subtle stain a lot, it gives the colors such a unique feel- just a tad warmer than they would be without it, and it really works! I also love how you highlighted his uncommon eyes (very nice btw) with all of the blue accent apparel-- and the layering on those cobwebs is divine! I also really love Aubade’s bio- it’s short and sweet, and the recolors in it are so perf! I love this boy dang!

I had to go check out Jihoon next of course, cause dang I love me some good gay dragons. I love all the gods you’ve got going on here- having minor dieties is so fun! I’ve got some in my clan as well ahh. Aesthetically you’ve got another super unique look here-- your lair is really unique? All the dragons in it are gorgeous in this way I don’t feel like I see a lot and it’s great! The copper with a little bit of brown apparel, the accent complimenting the wings and silks, the blues of copper being played up in the claw tips, mixing silks and the touch of pastel roses... this is the whole package and I love all of it! I especially love the layering of the veil over the daredevil cover, that’s a look tm. a gorgeous boy!

Anteros caught my eye next! The basic/Basic/Stained look is so simple but? it looks so damn good on them? I totally thought they were a double at first, I didn’t realize hthey were stained at all (some fake purple fan I am) but I love having them be a god of love and decking them out in roses and a dove as well as the crown... they definetly gives off a godly aura, but a sort of “loverboy” vibe, too, and it works really well! You once again prove to be a master of mixing apparel sets, and I love the different seraph jewlery together a ton, plus the smaller pieces of the night sky silks. It’s jsut enough to give them that spacey touch without over powering them! I also really love the dark purple wing border in their bio- that’s such a nice touch :0

Ohhh I love her!! Hyeonjeong is so gorgeous and dang that accent is so perfect for her, since she’s the god of blood and all. I especially love the antlers-- they’re sort of a nonsequiter piece of aparel for this look, but it’s really looking for her. I especially love the playing up the purple tones in blood poison, and surprisingly... smirdge? I normally don’t like smirdge but it’s perfectly subtle on her and I love it. I also love the golden aparel on her, it adds even more to this regal, detached aura she’s got goin on. she’s perfect I’d lay down my life for her.

Since they’re so new I can’t help but notice the fancy eyes, and I’m seeing them all over! Though to be fair, Carnus couldn’t have anything other than plague rare- they were made specifically for him! The green and red tones match him so nicely... And you’re back at it again here with the amazing gen 1s, gorgeous apparel, and fantastic lore. tbh, this is the sort of lair I wish i had :,0 I especially love the faries-- it seems like they’re whispering secrets of the future to this god of seers. Also-- this is a bit rancom, but I really love the flowerfall cohesion you’ve got going on. So many dragons have flower falls and it works so well for a pantheon like your lair!

Ahh I’m so drawn to purble... I love how much basic you have in your lair btw-- I don’t see people appreciate basic enough, but you’ve got such gorgeous, complicated outfits that the basic really lets them shine! And Lyon is no exception-- the gold is so regal and gorgeous, and if you ever decide to give her a tert it’ll tie in even better! I also really love that she’s an evil god of song? I know that’s a bit random, but it’s just so unique and interesting, it makes me wonder what it is about her that’s so evil.... either way, I love her

OKAY i’ve been holding off but I can’t... resist permababs. Chuu is so cute omg... I really love the little distinction of having different gods that represent different kinds of love, that’s really cool! And I love how Chuu discovered her specific god power because she had a little crush on another member of the pantheon... that’s a really cute story, and not the kind I feel like I see a lot! I also really lvoe the unusual eyes on her, they work so well. Man I love permababs, and I love Chuu

Summer, summer, summerrrrrr~ I love just how summery this guy is, and the first thing that stood out to me on him is the accent match, damn! it blends so nicely with the butterfly accent colors, and it’s a damn good list. His lightning eyes are so shocking (hehe) though I be he’d look fantastic with rare eyes, especially :0 More silks, more flower falls, more good looks! You’re really rocking the light aesthetic here, but in a way that works so well and is so unique! layering the flower crown with the veil is A+ and adding in those lil leg roses is even better- plus I love his bracelets, they match the bright orange so well! Your lair is just so aesthetic.

Yeongdeung is so pretty ahhhh. Your lair is like the opposite of mine-- tons of male posed dragons, while I have lots of female posed ones :p She’s such a pretty gal though, she’d stick out no matter what. Another fantastic stain-- that fade to healther on her legs and around her tail and face is so good looking, damn. Her outfit is simpler than a lot but she’s still super rocking it-- I reallly adore how cohesive your aesthetic is across lots of different pallets! I also really love that peacock recolor in her bio- I just think its really neat

Hooo pastels.... They’re so gorgeous damn. Those pastels with the tert that just pops right off the body is just perfect. I really love the flowers for this flower god, and just how perfectly their runes match their eyes. that silk layering is A+++ and I especially love the wreath on their head, which I don’t feel like I see enough! I also super love how he takes care of the godly gardens! Also, I’ve jsut seen this all over, but the matching wing borders for every dragons are such a nice touch,,,, damn its fantastic.

I love your lair, and I hope you like this review! <3